feeling something different

i don't want to feel your absence anymore, just presence.

In the walls of Tokyo
Down in London town's a go-go
With the record selection
And the mirror's reflection
I'm be dancing with myself

Oh, when there's no one else in sight
In a crowded, lonely night
well I waited so long for my love vibration
And I'm dancing with myself

Oh, oh, oh dancing with myself
Oh, oh, oh dancing with myself
When there's nothing to lose
And there's nothing to prove
well I'll dancing with myself
Oh, oh, oh, oh

If I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But their empty eyes seem to pass me by
leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had a chance, I'd ask the world to dance
And I'm dancing with myself

Well, if I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But their empty eyes seem to pass me by
And leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had a chance, I'd ask world to dance
And I'll be dancing with myself

{As refrain}
Oh, oh, oh dancing with myself
Oh, oh, oh dancing with myself
If I had a chance, I'd ask world to dance
If I had a chance, I'd ask world to dance
If I had a chance, I'd ask world to dance

i want that 'i miss you' to be turned into 'i missed you'. i wish you came back to me with what you've stolen, and put it back where it belongs. my eyelashes get thick with tears whenever i think of what used to be, and what it is now. and i keep watching the ship farther and farther away. it's almost out of my sight. how does it feel to fall off the edge of the world? thoughts of those memories now gone forever, like post its, have lingered around long enough for me to go crazy. but what i can i do. i'm insane, because of you, and for you. i'm tired of believing you're here to catch me. these words mean nothing and everything. i'm confused. your ability to see me even when i'm invisible is fading away now. do you see me. do you see me. do you hear me. am i even here?