bubble gum electric

i can't remember

the last time i felt

so slight

and

small.

and i thought

it'd be

the last of me.

the last of you?

because somehow, it turned to be

always about you

but never us

and i can't remember

half the things

that i used to

be so

so ecstatic about

except

the french dinners

and street lamps

and balancing along the concrete fence

stepping over grass

and feeling you breathe

and tandem bikes

that the sun only too happily

smiled for.

i don't remember

i can't remember.